• +7 Fearless Living Points

After the photo shoot was over and we were about to leave, I chose to look in the full length mirror one more time. I've never done that before!

• +1 Fearless Living Points

Looked at nutrition info after being offered lunch from Arby's. Doing this gives me a heads up with my carbs. and allows me to make healthier choices. I feel i will be doing this more often.

• +7 Fearless Living Points

Updated my blog on my website after a while without doing so for a while. I shared the story of my first online reading that impacted my life. owleyeshealing.com

• +7 Fearless Living Points

Said yes to a reshoot of the budoir photos ;) I feel more comfortable now and know what to expect. i should be able to rest before.

• +7 Fearless Living Points

Slept for 12 hours after being awake for 23. The anxiety of last nights photo shoot kept me up. I faced flashbacks galore as well as the chamber of horror aka the fitting room. I kept remembering a thing I saw on facebook that said 'the definition of beautiful does not include the word skinny' The risk of sleeping 12 hours is conquering the fear that my friends will be upset with me because i am not awake to hang out with them.

• +28 Fearless Living Points

Completed photo shoot! Wow! i felt my body image number climbing as the session went on. i'd say I'm at a 7 now with my body image :D Definitely worth everything! I felt like a real model including having my hair and makeup done. :D it just rocked! Sweet dreams my friends. it's time for a long sleep.

• +1 Fearless Living Points

2 hours walking

• +1 Fearless Living Points

64 oz of water drunk so far.

• +7 Fearless Living Points

I acknowledge myself for following through with this lingerie shopping trip.

• +7 Fearless Living Points

While in the fitting room, I discovered it was quite difficult to look into the mirror at my body. After a few minutes of intense focusing on it, I finally looked and saw myself. After my shopping trip I acknowledge that my body image is a 2 on a scale of 1 to 10. Thus I found room for improvement. it's sooooo difficult :/